Posts Tagged ‘whole life’

Woman facial hair loss from salicylic acid acne products?

I am a 26 year old woman recently suffering from acne. (I’ve had clear skin my whole life until about 6 months ago) I have had some major stressful changes occur in my life recently which I’m sure doesn’t help. (a separation, foreclosure, moving, I have two small children, going from stay at home mom to working mom and being broke and, uninsured!!) I know my stress level is up but I just can’t shake the feeling that there is something crazy going on with my body. I eat mostly organic, no sweets, tons of veggies and fruits only water. I’m a healthy 120 lbs and 5 ft 3 in tall. Recently I’ve noticed the hair around my hair line falling out a little and last week after using a neutrogena salicylic acid lotion the little hairs on my face are coming out. (not that it’s a bad thing lol) but, I don’t think it’s normal. I can’t find anything on the internet about it??? ANYWHERE?? I also noticed a couple of eyebrows falling out. (not a whole lot and it might just be that I’ve been spending a ton of time too close to the mirror checking my skin) Anyone have anything like this happen before? I’m figuring it might be hormonal? Acne/mild hair loss, some dark hair growin in odd places?? But, I’d love an opinion.
Thanks

My best friend was recently diagnosed with cervical cancer…?

My best friend of almost 10 years was told last month she has relasped with cervical cancer, she was diagnosed 7 years ago and had the lesions frozen and did not undergo any kind of chemo or radiation. And she was told last month during her annual pap that not only has it returned but the doc feels it has spread. They did biopsy’s of her hip bone, lymphnodes, nasal tissue, and eye fluid. And the doc has put her on anti-anxiety and anti-depressants and has said it will take 3 weeks for th ebiopsy results to come back and they can tell her the stage its at and everything. My question is this, my friend is a single mom with 3 kids ages 13,11,7 and she is their rock. How can i be there for my friend and help her through what will probably be the most difficult time in her whole life? I am beside myself because she didnt even tell anyone when she found out she kept it a secret for over 1 month and just now told me last week. I want to be the best friend i can and help her as much as i can but im not sure what to do at this point. I’m trying to stay positive for her and the kids but i work in healthcare so knowing the statistics of what she’s going through scare me to death.On a side note as well my friend recently told me that my husband and I are named in her will to get full custody of her children in the event she dies, the fathers are not invovled with the kids at all and she feels her parents are unfit to raise her kids. She also knows that my husband and i dont have any children yet and would be able to provide a life for them that she could only dream of. Now these kids have been in my life since very young, the youngest one since birth and are everything to me, they call me auntie and my husband uncle mike and they are wonderful kids who i would do anything for. What should i do right now til we know what we’re facing to be as supportive and caring as i can. Any cancer survivors or anyone going through something like this please i need advice.

do i have depression or am i lazy?(i am giving my most sicere toughs, and real events)?

Ok i will tell u everything. i was raised perfectly till i was around 11. my mom loved me, never did she leave me behind.i was always very healthy thanks to her. but that sometimes troubled me cus i wanted to be cared for or nursed, i kinda wanted the mothers embrace… i dont kno if i really had it or not. i never liked school, bad grades all the time… for me it was kida like pressure. after i became a teen, i became anti social, i wud lie about my life, making up stories of relationships i never had or even existed. i have had an inferiority complex my whole life… because i was different than all my family members ( darker tha all of them so they called me blacky ) they are nt racist, the man who raised me was black ad me and my mom loved him a lot, all of my family did. but i still felt inferior. when i turned 14i became very aggressive towards everyone, i tough i was a burden to everyone. and eve if they really cared for me i tough it was forced love so i became upset and i wud cry at all times. my step dad arrived from chile, and he always brag about what he did when he wasmy age, he wud say that he had all the gir he wanted, it really hurt me. i mean i was fat, anti social, all i wud do is play video games and make up stories about a good life were all the girls liked me… thanks to him i had counceling for 2 yeas for depression due to too mutch crying… i also felt ignored by my mom, my step dad has always used destructive critisim on me but i ussually ignore it, but is kinda like a mine it just detonates later on. i became really agressive, i wud attack him wenever he wud critisice him even pointed a knife at him. and my mom wud call me crazy and i wud just feel terrible. every knight around 2 i wud wake up and prepare a glass of chocolate milk and look at a knife and put it on my wrist… but never did anything, i wud just say that i was a lazy guy and go to sleep crying for being such a coward. i wasnt cut out for working with heavi stuff and what my mom call man’s work. but i never liked doing anything else except paiting and playing games, i was extremly anty social. i started high school and i wasnt all emo anymore i was kinda like a rebel, i lost weight i wasnt bad looking… but i was stil anti social i wuldnt get close to people so it wud cause me to get in lots of fights. for the first time i made a best friend i was 16 turnig 17 and i whent out with his sister who was 2 years younger than me, she is really cute and liked me a lot. she wud care of me and healed my lip piercing. wheni got a cold she wud make me a sup. i didt reac the way she hoped for i wud just close my self up, i didnt kno how to react to something like that.i always said i wouldnt trust her cus i dont trust none. one day she came from a 15 party and i found out she danced with this kid… i felt horrible like i wanted to die. but my stupid manly pried took over and i jst treated her like shit. i found out in valentines day he ask her out and she said first she had to see what wud happen with me. she gav him the gift she was suppose to give me. we almost broke up that day but she decided to give me another chance. but that day my trust was destryed so i wud flirt with any girl i liked including her best friend. everyone hated me all her friends everyone. at my house thigs were still bad but i started to work… now all my associates like my girlfriend and they wud all be after her, i felt betrayed. but i felt guilty at the same time. me and my girlfried broke up then… i stated seing other people. she didnt i found out that she wanted to make me jelous. i saw her coming out of the theater with another guy. i was so mad! i felt stupid, my head got light, i felt like throwing up, i wanted to kill her, strangle her make her suffer but i just slamed my head against the wall and i puch it making my nuckle bleed. ( then i realized the guy had a girlfriend already and she was with him there, she just wanted to make me jelous.) i had alot of emotions i wud cry at all time.telling got to finish me up. cursing at god… hating god. i lost will of everything i lost weight… i was always hungry but depression wud take the hunger oway. i was leaving by my self at that time. my mom found out i droped out highschool so she came to pick me upshe said tht she had a job for me and she had everything .. for me . i m=changes states… everything was just as she said ( except for the job part) i really missed my girlfriend, she missed me too. she wud cry for me to come back…. she wud say that she shouldnt have told me to leave. and i wud get depressed. i am 19 now … all i do all day is play games, sleep till noon or sometimes i wouldntsleep for a whole day…. and i dont have will for nothing. i go job hunting with my mom but nthing… i just feel worse cus i see in their eyes the dissapoinment… they think i am lazy, maibe i am… cus lately all i do is stay on bed wondering without wanting to do anything. sometimes i say

Has This Ever Happened to You Frequently?

I faint a lot of different random times. I have gone for multiple tests. They thought it was my heart, but it’s not, and they thought it was the normal questions doctors first ask, like do you smoke, drugs, drink, or pregnancy. To all those it was no.

So usually i faint in a mall, in crowded spaces, or the one that i realized at the moment is when someones complaining, (my mother), and i sit there and just listen and then i tell her i have to leave cause iam not feeling so well, and the next thing i know iam on the floor out cold, and i wake up about sometimes 10-20seconds later.
I dont lose memory, i know what happens, but sometimes i do hurt myself if i cant sit down before i go out.
Also i was tested to see if i had diabetes, and they thought it could be developing type 2 but its only in pre stages now, so i dont have it at this time anyways.
The doctor also said i could have this name i cant even pronouce, and it’s a thing where i may just randomly faint my whole life.

So i was wondering if anyone else has this? Or knows anyone that this happens too and what i could do to help it stop. I eat good, healthy foods, iam active as well.
I was wondering if it could actually be stress, but in the mall noones stressing me…

When is it my turn?

i am 18 yrs old Ive been ridiculed my whole life. Ive been called things like Fat a** and lard a** and had sighns put on my back in school that said wide load.my father and best friend died in the same yr. Ive never been loved. Ive been diagnosed with sever depression, anti social personaltiy disorder, paranoid skitzo and self mutilation sice age 13 and have attempted suicide many times i felt stupid cuz i couldnt get it right the first time and now i feel worse bc i still havent succeeded. i am doing better im taking meds for the mental stuff and i am trying to get the self mutilation and weight under controll.
My question is when is it my turn to find love? someone who likes me for me? when will i be ok in others eyes? when will it be ok fro me to be diffrent? when will all of it be ok? when will i be ok in my own eyes? how can i be ok in my own eyes? when will i finally feel good about myself? when will i be able to look at myself and not be disgusted? when will it all end?

Urgent! Are there any side effects of getting your Wisdom Tooth removed?

In the past one year I have had 3 incidents where my lower left Wisdom tooth caused me a lot of trouble and pain, each time I went to the dentist he gave me some Antibiotics and Pain killers and said that there was an infection. The dentist also took x-rays of my jaw and said that the Wisdom tooth was actually being blocked by some kind of bone and there was also not enough space for it to come out, therefore it was not able to come out and was causing Infections again and again. So the final solution was to do a surgery.

Finally today I went for the surgery. The surgery went fine I didn’t felt a thing, I was thinking that he might just remove the gum and the bone which were blocking the tooth but suddenly at the end of the surgery he Removed the Whole Tooth! I asked him about this after the surgery and he said that this is the permanent solution other wise this would have troubled me the whole life!

Now I am a bit worried about this. I mean is this ok? and will it have any side effects? I heard that removing teeth might have an effect on your eyesight, mine is already so weak:( HELP!
Also after half and hour of the surgery I had the worst pain of my life, it brought tears in my eyes! I had to bear it for two hours because he said not to eat anything for two hours and there fore
I could not have the pain killers he gave me. He also has given me an antibiotic and an anti inflammatory.
My age is 20. I would love to have an answer by a proper dentist or oral surgeon please, but any other help will be appreciated.