Posts Tagged ‘law enforcement’

How do I stop worrying over my upcoming birthday?

I will be turing 30 in a couple of months and although I wasn’t concerned at first, I always saw aging as a natural thing…now I have become very anxious and obsessed about getting older.

I worry that I won’t be considered desirable anymore and that I will just fade away. I know this sounds crazy. I have always been a pretty earthy natural person..but now I have bought tons of anti aging products and am considering starting to wear makeup to hide my aging.

I often find myself thinking about my college days lately and how I had so much fun and was so carefree.

I left college and worked in law enforcement with has made me a someone paranoid and cynical person.

I know you can’t redo the past, but how do I shake this so I can look forward to the future?

I have linked some pics of me…tell me how old do I look…HONESTLY..lol.

most recent ( last week)

http://www.facebook.com/mskamiko#!/photo.php?pid=31115226&id=1396789414

a few months ago

http://www.facebook.com/christal.butler?v=photos&ref=profile#!/photo.php?pid=30689938&id=1396789414