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I’m sure a lot of people can say this, but, when I was 17 life was so much easier.

I have always been very optimistic, but I can see myself changing and becoming negative like everyone else I know.

I believe deeply that I should be thankful for my problems because God is in control. But I can’t control my thoughts or actions anymore. I no longer think innocently.

I am now 23 and I have had my share of traumas/unfortunate events.

My ex-boyfriend was killed in 2006 leaving me with so many questions and confusion. I can say that is the major effect of my symptoms now.

But since that happened it seems as though it unveiled all the deeper problems I’ve had in the past. Abandonment and trust issues to be specific.

I was molested as a child and abused mentally/physically.
I am now dating someone 4 years younger who is a compulsive liar and borderline. Doesn’t help much. But for some reason I love him with all my heart. I feel like being with him is only bringing my insecurities more out in the open.
With the trust issues and age difference I often have harmful thoughts. I view my self as lowest at all times and I am only happy when I think of the day I will be free of him.

But its not that easy, he wont let me go on my own terms. he wont let me go physically. If I say its over he will stand at my door day and night (i know cuz Ive tried). & yes it’s his immaturity, yes, its unhealthy. I know the answers I just cannot implement them on my part. I cant do the whole restraining order break up. Out of my love for God and kindness, I stay and pray… and think I can help him… but I think its making me depressed… I don t want to do anything I used to. I’m tired all the time, hungry all the time, sad all the time, jealous all the time. I dont have insurance for a doctor. & I’ve tried anti depressants from a family member but they only leave me tired and naseous. I don’t know what my issue is. I just want the old me back! Is anti depressents the only answer? & is this depression?

I am 5ft2 and almost 200 pounds. I have a hard time losing weight through excersise because I have severe Fibromyalgia. I eat a very good diet of 1,000 calories a day but although I am not gaining I am not losing either. My doctor says he doesnt like to prescribe any weight loss meds to anyone. I do not want to go see another doc because this current one is so good with my other illnesses and it is in my contract that if i see anyone else, he will not see me anymore. What do I do?? Help!
Ive decided to add some more on this post to thank you all so far for your input and helpful advice. I have a Response for "M’s" question. Most doctors who deal exclusively with pain management will have their patients sign this sort of contract. It pretty much just means that since they are handaling all of the intricate specifics of your unique case that it would not be benificial and would cause much confusion to bring in other doctors without his permission first. If you, the patient wish to see a different doctor than your pain management doctor , you are more than welcome to a second opinion or whatever you are seeking but it is in your primary pain management care providers discretion to see you or to (more than likely ) not to see you as a patient again. Thanx for listening and responding.

The past two days my body has been doing all sorts of things that I am unsure how to perceive.

I am on the pill and have regularly been consuming my dose. This past week I missed a dose though, but "caught up" the following day.

On Sunday I had unprotected sex

On Tuesday I started to experience some light bleeding (bright red blood, that only came about when I peed). At first I thought it may have been my period, but I am not supposed to start my period until next Monday.

Today the flow of blood has increased slightly and color ranges from bright red to light brown. More reason for me to think it’s my period, right?

Every time I have gone to the bathroom today I experience some lower abdominal pain after I have pee (almost like an extreme sensation to urinate…minus the urine).

So I hope someone can understand the confusion I may be experiencing, because the reasoning behind all of this could range from life changing to petty.

Reading mildly related questions I have only been able to grasp onto the following concepts:

-Missing a dose in my birth control caused in abnormality in my cycle
(I have been on the pill for 5 months now)
-I’m experiencing early stages of pregnancy (with bleeding and abnormal abdominal pains??)

Any feedback is appreciated…

Thanks

I have been in sexual activity, on surface with no penetration , I am a virgin.
well what confuses me that i had some confusion in my period for past two months ..after the i saw on my under wear.. like dark mucus .. i was not there after the activity .. what this could be , is it the start of my period or hymen?